a friend just asked me how come i knew about the tourism courses. and i simply told him that i wanted to do those courses last time too.

pls note that the keyword here is 'wanted'.

sometimes i really wonder why the hell i am here. but then again, i may not be exactly happier should i really take those tourism courses. well, i guess life is just full of 'what ifs'. ah bullshit!

and he had to remind me of those fullerton days. as much as they were irritatingly stressful and tiring, it was fun in its own way. ah, workin life. it's time to start giving it a serious thought.

dammit.